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[24 Jul 2006|12:32am] |
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It has definately been a while since I have written in this thing. I usually just use Myspace now.. seeing how its the new big thing haha. Anyways, I havent been up to much lately. I finsihed school (C.E.I) and my externship, I haven't found a job for Medical Assisitng yet though. Being jobless sucks. its REALLY boring. I can`t wait till i work again. Im single and I have been for about 10 months. I really cant take it anymore, being single this long sucks, it seems as if everytime i think i find a good guy he turns out to be just like the one before. A player, or someone who just wants a peice of ass. I barely see any friends anymore. It seems like after highschool everyone gets too good for each other. I went without seeing Tasha for like 8 months and then we got really close again but now things are changing again, it sucks. So pretty much my only friend is Jeanette , she has the busyest life of them all but I seem to go out / and have the most fun with her. My new neighbors are wicked chill, i love em' and their daughter Jourdan , shes the shit haha = ). But anyways, i just thought id write in this for once, even though i prob. wont start doing it everyday because I have nothing to write about, because my life is TOO Boring. haha.
<3
Tara
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[28 Feb 2005|10:02pm] |
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sup? n2mh.. thought id update before i go 2 bed.. this weekend was pretty good.. i w0rked friday that sucked tho... got home around 10ish.. chilled then went to bed.. Saturday morning i got up took a shower went to the bank and then went to jimmys we hung out ordered lunch then we went to his hair appointment .. afta that went to my house for a lil while ate supper and then went to his house for the night... i got to play Sims online for ps2... its kew you play against other people and u can talk to them.. too bad everyone is like young lol..o well its still kew... f0r the first timee in so long jimmy didnt play video games once all night... it was surprising. i luved it we juss chilled and shit
today i was supposed to work but meghan called me and told me to stay home because she over sceduled.ugh shes gay i need more then 1 day a week... and it was mad busy o well. So i cleaned my room pretty much all day it was so messy. Now its nice and clean and hopefully my dad will start redoing it soon.. i had 2 get green for my walls because of my green rug.ick lol. that rug dont match nething i hate it . o well its gonna look good. I found so much shit cleaning. Me Gina and Jeanette made a box that we were gonna bury freshman year like on crossroads and were gonna dig it up this year .. we never burried it .. but i found it behind my beauru and looked in it... so many memz its crazy. We put some useless stuff in it tho lol. I found my adiadas sandles that i forgot all about. my god was there a lot of dust. so nasty but thats ok nicee and clean now and i bet it wont stay that way my room gets messy so fast its rediculous. but anyways..... Jimmys sleeping over 2night and him and my bro r tired so im gonna get off the comp and let them go 2 bed.
g0od Night ;)
I Love You Babey Forever.
<33 Tara
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[28 Jan 2005|01:48pm] |
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Im bored n have nothing else to do so i took a survey
Enjoy :)
+your name: Tara
+ your gender: gUrL
+ age: 17 *almost 18*
+ height: 5’4
+ hair color: brown with blond highlights
+ eye color: br0wn with spots of lighter brown in them
+ your location: Oxford
SECTiON2 [HAVEYOUEVER ]
+ fallen off the bed? ya
+ fallen for a relative? no.
+ had plastic surgery? no.
+ broke someone`s heart? probably :o(
+ had your heart broken? Yeah..
+ had a dream come true? yes
+ done something you regret? yes
+ cheated on a test? Who hasnt
+ broken a body part? nope.
SECTiON3 [CURRENTLY]
+ wearing – my uniform for work cuz im leavin soon
+ listening to – nothing
+ chewing - nothing
+ feeling - bored
+ reading – this?
+ chatting with – no1
+ watching – Nothing
+ should REALLY be – in skewl lol
Favorite TV Channel: Disney channel LoL
Favorite Cartoon: hmm…Fairly Odd Parents probally.
Favorite Book: The Child Called It, Lost Boy, Man Named Dave
Favorite Room in your House: my room/livin room
Favorite Place to go to for a Vacation: SC
Favorite Country: U.S
Favorite Smiley: the winkey one
Favorite Thing in Your Room: bed
Favorite Word/Phrase to Say: um…?
Favorite Person to Talk to: Jimmy
Favorite Person to Tell Your Problems to: Jimmy.mah sis
Favorite Person to Hate: the Devil… LoL Tasha
Favorite Friend(s): my gRaPhiX GuRlz
Favorite Pants: . . .
Favorite Shoes: all of em
Favorite Socks: I have all white sox
Favorite Flower: rose
Favorite Thing about yourself: no idea
Favorite Time of the Day: night.
Favorite Feeling: happiness/loved
Favorite Emotion: laughing
Favorite Game: im not sure
Favorite Thing to do when You're Bored: watch tv/sleep
Favorite Thing to do when You're Mad: bitch
Favorite Thing all together: Being wit jimmy
][ what time is it?: 1:37p.m.
][ what is the date?: o1.28.o5
][ why are you fillinq this out?: n0thin better 2 do
- favorites.
][ number: 69
][ color: blue and pink
][ season: summer!
][ holiday: christmas
][ month: july and august
][ day of the week: the whole weekend
][ qrade so far: Junior Year was my best
][ class: they all suck
][ teacher so far: teachers suck lol
][ drink: Juice
][ food: Chinese
][ fruit: strawberry
][ veggie: Broccolli
][ tv show: 7th Heaven, Laguna Beach,American Idol..more
][ radio station: 94.5 (best morning show lol)
][ cd: lots..
][ animal: monkey
][ clothinq store: Eblens,Debb,Rave
][ ice cream flavor: Cookie Dough,Sweet Cream and Cookies,Chunky Monkey
][ breakfast food: pancakes and sausages
][ way to have fun: Shoppin…Dancing…being wit jimmy
- this or that.
][ me/you: me
][ aol/aim: aim
][ cd/cassette: cd
][ dvd/vcr: dvd
][ radio/cd: eaither
][ jeans/khakis: jeans
][ jacket/coat: ..same?
][ leather/pleather: leather
][ sparkles/bronze: sparkles
][ sexy/hot: both?
][ car/truck: car
][ corvette/camero: corvette
][ stronq/weak: strong
][ upset/pissed: pissed
][ tall/short: tall..
][ lunch/dinner: dinner
][ abercrombie/hollister: abercrombie
][ qap/old navy: neither
][ nsync/bsb: . . .nsync
][ britney/xtina: both
][ love/lust: love
][ inside/outside: winter-inside summer-outside
][ lipstick/lipqloss: lip gloss
][ silver/qold: gold
][ peircinqs/tattoos: both
][ football/basketball: both
][ thunder/liqhtning: thunder
][ this/that: bLah
- past.
][ if you could take back one thinq you did, what would it be and why?: I don’t know
][ do you have any reqrets?: yes
][ last thinq you said: I don’t member
][ last sonq you heard: some song in the car
][ last person you talked to on the phone: Jimmy
- present.
][ what are you doinq riqht now?: umm sitting here filling this out,wishin I didn’t have 2 go 2 work
][ what cd is in your cd player?: mixes
][ are you cold?:a lil
][ how are you sittinq?: on my butt
][ is there music on?: nope
][ where are your parents?: work
- future.
][ are you qoinq to qet married?: yeah
][ are you qoinq to have children?: hopefully
][ if yes, how many?: 2
][ what will you name them?: Makenzie,Issac LoL jk I duno
][ do you wanna qo to colleqe?: im not sure
][ which colleqe?: dunno yet still lookin
- others.
][ write in cursive or print?: I used both mixed lol
][ riqhty, lefty, ambidexterous?: righty
][ what do you think of rainbows?: gay people.. haha
][ do you have any tattoos?: not yet soon
][ if not, do you want any, and where?: lower back…tribal
][ what do you think of eminem?: hott
][ what do you think of britney and justin?: ??
][ if you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: Florida
][ do you drive?: yep
][ like milk and cookies?: yeah
][ ever worn black nail polish?: nah
][ what color nail polish do you have on?: none. . .
][ if you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: read peoples minds
][ do you do thinqs even when your parents say no?: who doesnt
][ ever taken anythinq from a hotel?: yeah towels haha
][ did you talk to you crush/bf/qf today?: yeah I was with him
][ do you think this is stupidly lonq?: kind of
][ did you like it?: sure
][ why/why not?: cause
- finish.
][ what is the time?: 1:46
][ what is the date?: o1.28.o5
][ why did you just do this?: because I'm bored
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[11 Jan 2005|09:21pm] |
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sup? n2mh... today was alright.. skewl ..the usual... went to jimmys after skewl then we went to jc pennys he needed new shirts... got our secret santa presents for our work party 2morrow. then we went back 2 his house and chilled... ate suppa and juss hung out and shit.. NO VIDEO GAMES!! i was so happy lol. I stayed till like 6:30 cuz it was snowing bad.. hopefully we have no skewl 2morrow.. i duno i juss dont wanna go 2 skewl lately im gettin so sick of it..SO BORING and my classes suck. nobody 2 talk 2 in like any of them. SO im prayin for a snow day.. DOnt gotta make them up so i want as many as possible haha.
Well im out !
LOVE YA BABE
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[10 Jan 2005|08:26pm] |
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Sup? n2mh juss been bored... I havent really seen jimmy since saturday morning and i miss him. ;( Saturday tasha slept over it was fun we watched movies and talked and stuff. I took her home round 11 sunday morning and then went to see jimmy at work and see if he would change his mind bout sleepin over my house but he wouldnt :( made me sad. I wanna juss be with him only him with no video games or nething i miss it. I juss wanna hold him and shit and listen 2 slow sad songs like we used to. But we havent dun that ina while n it sux. I duno i juss miss some things the way they used 2 be when we used 2 talk all the time on the phone and when he wanted 2 see me so bad. I feel like things r changing and it hurts so bad. I need 2 know he still feels the same way about me that he used 2. I need it 2 be shown 2 me. Cuz sumtimes he shows it then other times its like i duno hard 2 explain. I know i over react about so much but i cant help it my emotions take over all the time and i juss start ballin my eyes out thinkin bout if i ever lost him. ugh i juss need things 2 be like they used 2 be just once ina while atleast. i miss it :(
anyways... sunday i went to rotmans and filled out an application cuz i saw in the paper they needed someone part time to clean and stuff thurs-sunday 3 hours a day 9.65 an hour so i hope i get it because my job sux n im down to 1 day a week and plus im so sick of working there. Jimmys gonna be gettin on co-op and he'll be quittin 2...they will see that they should give us more hours haha.
im out tho byebye
i love u jimmy
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[28 Dec 2004|09:01pm] |
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hey sup? n2mh juss at jimmys house..hes playin playstation so i decided 2 update this cuz i forgot to on x-mas.
i had a good christmas this year. my parents spoil us way to much. i got a new computer which is me and my sisters its nice. a dig camera with the printer that goes with it. ( its my moms supposively) lol . bulbs for my tanning bed which def works cuz im burnt as all hell.ah it hurts. clothes dvds and a dvd/vcr player thing. so yeah a good xmas.
this weeks been good so far ive been with my babe like everyday. cept for when we work but that hasnt been much. we went 2 the mall yesterday and walmart cuz we had giftcards i got thongs at charlotte russe with the giftcard from gina. and a dvd at sears. and at walmart i got a dvd.
im kinda scared im like 3 weeks late for my period i hate when im late it sux.... a million diff things go thru my mind. ;x so yah hopefully i get it like now..deff cant afford 2 have a kid right now
but thats all i have 2 say.. im out
I LOVE JIMMY
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[24 Dec 2004|09:48pm] |
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I havent updated since october and its december... jeeze i guess i juss forgot..nothing much has been happening tho.
Christmas is 2morrow ;) it came so quick, i finished my shopping today. Jimmy gave me 90 dollaz to go get presents for his mom and her bf and kayla and my parents... me and amanda went he didnt want to . Then i got 2 keep the rest ;)
He got me a ring that says taken.. and diamond earing studs. They r so nice I got 2 pick out my presents because he doesnt want me to hate what he gets lol.
But thats about it so im gonna go
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE
I loVe you Jimmy
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[18 Oct 2004|06:00pm] |
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hey sup? n2mh.. juss been up 2 nothing. LoL...
I havent updated this in like 2 weeks like always... I always forget or eaither have no time or nothing 2 write..Like always its juss been work & skewl. Blah ;x boring lol
Well friday me and jimmy stayed home.. he slept over my house thursday because he got outta work early... We woke up late because i wanted 2 sleep a lil longer and i ended up shuttin my alarm clock off on accident o well... So he told his mom and she was tweaking out for him 2 get 2 skewl but he said no so she told the skewl he skipped and he was gonna get in so much trouble and shit... wow dumb shit.... well we ended up def stayin home. around noon time we went and cashed our checks and went to shaws and got "the day after 2mororw" n then some stuff for lunch...came home ate..and got ready for work. Went to work till 10 then went back 2 my house and went to bed around 12.
Saturday we went to get our hair done around 1. I got my roots done because they were grown in and looked discusting. I was supposed 2 work at 3. but i called out ccuz of my hair and it was my bros bday and he was having a lil party. Jimmy wanted to go to his house that night but we ended up stayin @ mine... He was pissed for a lil while but then we watched a lil of the redsox game..then played JOns EYe-toy for a while and went int he jaccuzzi then played more and went to bed round 12:30ish.
Sunday i brought him 2 work for 9 then went home and got ready 2 go 2 work for 11.. It was SO busy at work omg. I thought i was gonna pass out cuz it was so hot in there. I might get Employee of the month lol...Rizan said hes gonna tell Megan i should be hehe..that would be nice ;) . i got out around 7:15-30... and went to get my sis at jimmys house .... then went home and chilled fishished up some homework that was due friday.. talked 2 jimmy..and went to bed
Today i juss went to skewl... I hate shop week with the freshman.. there are some really dumb/stuck up girls i hate them lol . Shop is so stressfull everytime me and tasha do a job its "WRONG" then we juss wasted the whole day when we coulda been sitting there doing nothing ... i guess thats the only thing we are good at lol..after skewl i brought jimmy 2 work then i went home cleaned my car out a lil bit n finally washed the windows lol... then brought my bro 2 the mall because he begged me and gave me 5 dollaz haha... I got a new Belly button ring cuz all my dangling 1's break so course i brought a new 1 haha.. Im so retarded. Hopefully this 1 dont break i love it :)
Well im out.
I Love you babey (oh yah i hope the RAMS win 2night and its under 35!!!) Im Rooting for ya :)!!!
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[02 Oct 2004|08:33pm] |
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yeah i haevnt updated in like 2 weeks or so....
but nothing much happens in my life.. school.... work ..... boredom lol cept when im with jimmy...the only time im not bored outta my mind..
Well last monday was jimmys bday we stayed home from skewl. I got him the Jordan Jersey and bad boys 1 and 2 dvds.. but yeah it felt good stayin home . I needed the rest. Because i get up for skewl at 5:30 everyday.. then every weekend i been going in for 7 or 8... so i cant sleep. it sux.. but i finally have a weekend day off 2morrow (sunday) I was gonna go 2 Assumption college with Krista 2morrow for the college fair thing but i decided not 2 because my family is commin over for supper and stuff and im never home when everyone comes over so i guess i will be . And Keith and Bri are commin so i will see them for the first time in like forever.
Work was so fun Wednesday night. Me and Dimyra worked together... we were so hyper from eating all the fuckin candy Megan gave us LoL. We left like 3 peices in the basket ;x hehe.. Omg me and her could be so friggen rich if we used all our ideas and opened up our own little pretzel shop in a movie theatre (lOl) we are crazy. We thought of all these pretzels and a design haha... And we ended up making pretzels with m&ms in it.. OMG so good!! we def should sell that kind.. and we made 1's with kitkatz lol.. haha we are funny. Then we gossip bout all shit.. LoL. Bout how people at work make up stories lol. funny shit. I love her lol we have so much fun.
thursday we had a weird assembly in skewl juss the seniors.. we had a talker come in he was wicked fuckin weird. but it was kewl.. got us out of 2 periods..and i missed science . so that was great ;) lol. I fuckin hate that class so bad . I got no1 to talk 2 again this year (like always) lol then i slept over jimmys that night because we had no skewl next day..
Friday finally got 2 sleep in it felt so good. and wakin up 2 my baby made it even better :) he made me run 2 mcdonalds to get him breakfast lol.. i took his sister with me and we talked bout stuff. then i went back and ate.. and then chilled with him all morning .. and he played his gay video games (it never ends) then he went to work and i went and cahsed my check and went to the mall wit my sis. got the new ddr game.. well its jimmys but i play it way more then he ever will. lol. He slept over .. He came in my room at like 1 in the morning and i remember it breifly... but when i woke up this morning i thought i was dreaming but iw asnt he came 2 say he loves me and gave me a kiss and tucked me in ;) aww i love u babey ur so awesome.
Today i worked 7-3... omg gettin up that early on a saturday suxx ass.. I went in i was early like 15 min so i got a milk from the store mocha chocolate mm so good lol. then went in and started gettin ready for the day.. i thought mike was callin in or something cuz it was liike 7:15 and wasnt there...but he came thank god because it was so busy today. I thought i was gonna pass out cuz it gets so damn hot in there and i had a poundin headache cuz i was starving . I got out at 3 and jimmy started at 3 so i saw him for a few min b4 i left and i came home n nobody was here i was so bored omg. Ummm... now im juss waiting to leave 2 go pick him up so i can go 2 his house and sleep over and be wiff him all night :) yay.
I LOVE YOU BABEY
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[20 Sep 2004|05:40pm] |
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hey sup? n2mh... juss bored outta my mind ..soo yeah ima write in here.. lately i been going 2 skwel or working or juss chilling.... ALl weeked i worked friday-sunday... so me and jimmy cant chill much it sux. i wish we both had a whole day off 2gether no skewl no work.nothing just 2 be alone and be 2gether and chill and cuddle n have sex and not worry bout going newhere lol. but yeah i try to be with him as much as possible. even tho when we are its only for a lil while. thats okay i love him :). anyways....
Me and Krista have been chillen alot lately. she my new best friend :) lol. I love her hehe. n its good because jimmy dont mind her so i dont have 2 choose who 2 be with i can be with both and they dont fight and she doesnt piss him off . its so awesomee...
Okay im about to loose my mind with jeanette!!! I cant sit with her at lunch or im gonna loose it. Shes SOO STUCK UP! "im pregnant this.. .pregnant that" omgg... and today tasha told her 2 stop having sex its not good for u ... because she does it 24/7!! and shes like i cant im addicted!!! we were all like ARE YOU SERIOUS!!! .. god i havent had it in like 2 weeks im living theres more 2 life then sex!! yes i want it but i can live god.. shes juss tryign to be a kewl kid yah know . yeah okkayyy yah well shes juss been on my nerves..and im sicka her using everyone for rides. she needs 2 get a life and realize CHRIS ISNT GONNA TAKE CARE OF THE BABY!! Hes all in this for sex.. cuz he gets it WHENEVER he wants... but whatever.. i know the truth n so does everyone else so its not our problems.... i got a good guy that cares about me. wow im heated lol. But yeah when she goes around syaing shes addicted 2 sex i know theres somethin wrong with her.. its not the real jeanette shes acting so damn fake its rediculous and allison is like her bitch.haha thats funny..
Well im out
I LOVE U BABY!
Name: Tara
Nickname: babe,hoe(lol krista) flash, my highschool name JUGGZ lol... . more
Birthday: February 12 1987
Birthplace: Worcester MA
=Now=
Current mood: bored....miss my babe
Current taste: nothing
Current hair: straight
Current clothes: my southpole pants with south pole shirt and bra and pink thong
Current annoyance: jeanette lol
Current smell: tacos
Current thing I ought to be doing: Nothing lol
Current windows open: AIM..and this
Current desktop picture: nelly
Current favorite bands: umm.... alot
Current book: i was reading a man named dave for summer reading but i didnt finish it *yawn*
Current cd in stereo: prob. a mix
Current favorite celeb(s): i duno
Current hate: people that think they r the shit because they are pregnant. OMG that drives me inSANE!!!
=Do I=
Smoke?: nope
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: naw
Read the newspaper?: nope
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: sorta
Believe in miracles?: sometimes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes very.
Consider love a mistake?: not the love i have
Have a favorite candy?: reeses, and peanut M&M's
Believe in astrology?: i duno
Believe in magic?: to a point
Believe in god?: yes
Have any pets: a dog.. and a fish lol
Go to or plan to go to college: lately ive been lookin into it
Have any piercings?: 2 in my ears... belly button and nose
Have any tattoos?: not YET... soon 2 when i get the money
Hate yourself: i Love myself..lol...somtimes i hate myself
Have an obsession?: my boyfriend lol. SHOPPIN spending money omg i need 2 get rid of that obsession
Have a best friend?: I love my Krista :) lOl... i consider her my best friend.
Wish on stars?: yes and hope they will come true
Care about looks?: i care bout mine
=Love life=
First crush: this kid andrew when i lived in worcester..i was like 6
First kiss: Keith when i was 12
Ever been in love?: I am right now and its amazing
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Ina way
Do you believe in "the one?": yes
Describe your ideal significant other: someone who likes me for me... can put up with my bitchyness when i have it.. caring...sweet...funny but serious when needs 2 be... everthing jimmy is
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: Yeah, sex counts, right? lol
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": hahaha..... jimmys sister walked in on us fucking.... his mom walked in b4 but walked RIGHT back out and didnt say anything hahaa.... never @ my hosue tho
Are you a tease?: yes and its so much fun :) lol
Shy to make the first move?: not with jimmy
=Word association=
Rubber: condom
Rock: n roll!
Green: grass
Wet: water
Cry: pain
Peanut: butter
Hay: horses
Cold: me
Steamy: sex
Fast: cars
Rain: gloomy
Bite: me
=appearance=
Hair: brown with blond highlights/strait now hardly curly
Eyes: brown
Height: 5'3 1/2
=last thing you=
Bought: clothes
Ate & Drank: subway
Read: this
Watched on tv: i duno
=either / or=
club or houseparty: houseparty
beer or cider: i dont like beer
drinks or shots: drinks
cats or dogs: eaither or
single or taken: taken
pen or pencil: Pen.
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd.
coke or pepsi: pepsi
this or that: ummm....
=last person you=
talked to: krista
hugged: jimmy
kissed: jimmy
instant messaged: krista
=where do you=
eat: everywhere
cry: wherever i cry
=have you ever...=
Dated one of your best friends: no
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry: Yes.
Drank alcohol: Yes.
Broken the law: yup lol
Run away from home: No.
Broken a bone: No.
Played Truth Or Dare: Yeah.
Kissed someone you didn't know: Yeah.
Been in a fight: not fist fight
Come close to dying: umm
=what is=
The most embarrassing CD in your collection: nothings embarressing. who cares if i have something from a while ago
Your bedroom like: its roomey lol
Your favorite thing for breakfast: food
Your favorite restaurant: olive garden
=random questions=
What's on your bedside table: my alarm clock... lava lamp... a mirror from malia @ xmas a phone a cell phone holder and a lot of junk
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night: i usually dont
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie: im not sure
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: light bo suction on my legs stomache ass everywhere fat so i can be so skinny and beautiful
What is your biggest fear: puking...loosing jimmy
What feature are you most insecure about: My legs
Do you ever have to beg: yes and if i dont get my way i cry lol
Are you a pyromaniac: no
Do you have too many love interests: naw
Crushes: just on my babey
Do you know anyone famous: naw
Describe your bed: full size..comfy
Spontaneous or plain: Spontaneous.
Do you know how to play poker: Yepp i play texas hold em with jimmy
What do you carry with you at all times: my purse
How do you drive: pretty good
What do you miss most about being little: being carefree...and getting more attention
Are you happy with your given name: sorta
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year: a lot so im always busy
What color is your bedroom?: blue
What was the last song you were listening to: britney spears lol
Have you ever been in a play?: when i was little
Do you talk a lot?: In shop i never shut up
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: eh... sumtiems when i dont feel down about myself
Do you think you're cute?: i can say cute.... not beautiful
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yes. but i can be a bitch trust me lol krista
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[01 Sep 2004|09:19pm] |
LoL yeah the subject explains it ...
School started Tuesday ... i duno its alright i guess its not the same tho lol.. My classes arent that bad tho better people then last year.. me and jimmy werent gettin along at all the last few days.. But i think we r good now we talked 2 night bout stuff and i guess we cleared everything up i hope.
tomorrow i have shop this skewl is really retarded 2 days of class then a day of shop... o well no accademics--im on the press side this term ick ;x i hate the ink lol now i cant get my nails done gr0wl...
after school i got work from 3 - 9:45... then i think sleepin ova jimmys house friday i have 2 go pick up my pictures, i need 2 get them.. but im out
* i love u babey *
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| back fr0m vacation.. |
[28 Aug 2004|09:54am] |
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welll i g0t back 2 days ago but havent had time to write in this i was 2 busy with jimmy ... hehehe :).
anyways....
South Carolina was alright .. The weather was good so i layed out on the beach pretty much everyday. I was gettin mad tann but then i peeled... and burned over it and peeled agains o now im juss a lil tan. Thats ok...
We went to the amusement parks like everynight.... if we didnt do that we went shopping in all the stores on the beach. WEnt to the mall and got a few things for skewl. N thats pretty much it...
Before i went away me and jimmy celebrated our 1 year... He had a dozen roses delivered 2 my house then we went to the mall and he got me a ring and then we went out for chinese food. :) I LOVE YOU BABE
It was hard being without him for 2 weeks ... plus we faught most of the time about nothing..lol.
Last night me and jimmy went to the mall and got sneakers and he got a few things for skewl. i couldnt find nething like usual i dunoo the clothes this year are weird. Then we went out 2 eat. came home... watched him play video games and him and my brother were makin fun of me so i attacked him (juss playing around) and i went flying into the fan and it broke and part of the fan broke off and almost took jimmys head off..lol "killed by a fan that my girlfriend kicked over" lol that was funny.
Anyways thats about it .. i g0tta go 2 work soon ;x eh im not in the mood because i havent worked in 2 weeks lol...
i love u babe
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sup? n2mh... bored. ive been working a lot lately and thats pretty much it thursday friday and saturday.. i finally have 2day and 2morrow off.!! i need it ! me and jimmy have been on and off arguin for the past few days..everything juss pisses me off lol i cant help it. But all he was doin is playin ps2 wit my bro and i was gettin mad.
i dunno.. but thats pretty much it.. fun haha.
I REALLY hope i still go 2 South Carolina. My dad has 2 have surgery. It better be nice there this summer has sucked wicked bad it always rains on my days off so i havent gotten any tan!!
Well im out
* I LOVE MY BABEY *
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[27 Jul 2004|06:42pm] |
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sup? n2mh... well i havent written ina few days..
jimmy`z aunt and uncle came over last thursday wit him and went swimming . they stayed for about 2 hours..then they left and jimmy stayed with me and we went to his house while he had drivers ed. me and amanda watched a movie and shit then he came back and we went to my house.. Friday we had work.. after work we went to pubb 99 and ate supper and then we went bowling it was fun :) . Saturday night was bad ;x I picked jimmy up from work for 10... on my way home a fuckin deer ran into the side of my car out of nowhere... i was panicing i started bawlign my eyes out and jimmy calmed me down thank god he was wit me i duno wut i woulda done. but it dented my car up tank god thats all it did.
Sunday my family was over for my gramps bday .. course me and jimmy had work & had to leave @ 3... i worked 3-11 and then went over his house aftr work...
Monday i had my senior pix.,im hoping they come out good they guy said that they will so hopefully they r fuckin expensive enuff! Then i went to work from 4-11... I ended up leaving @ 10:30 cuz me and dimyra cleaned fast.. I went to jimmys house and we got salad from pizza cheff yummy :)
Today we didnt do much juss chilled all day becuase today is like our only day off from work that we both had and were able 2 chill for the day . we watched texas chainsaw massacre.. it wasnt as scary as it was in the theatres. thats ok..
Nothng to do..... so im out
* I LOVE U BABEY *
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sup? n2mh.. today was alright. Jimmy came in my room this morning around 9:30... he layed with me in bed and we cuddled and i kinda fell asleep on him. i was half asleep... we got outta bed @ like 11... and took a shower (2gether) hehehe.. LoL.i Lyke takin sh0wers with him its fun.
i blow-dryed my hair and straightend it...jimmy went swimmin with my bro so i went outside and tried tannin ... his uncle called and told him they were going out soon so jimmy wanted to go there and we got ina argument over the stupidest thing lol...
- We had a good make-up session hahaha.... including my pool table ;) G0tta try everything once haha.- Thats all i g0tta say... you people will know what i mean tee hehe. -
Ummm..then i brought him to his uncles @ like 1:30... i g0t home aruond 2 and juss chilled b4 work... i had work from 4-10.. Dimarya didnt close with me . I was scared that i was gonna have 2 do everything myself..she told me wut i had to do neways so i knew but Vladimer helped me clean the dishes and stuff .. the time went by so friggen slow !! ahh..
N0w im home and i have nothing to do and im waiting for jimmy to get online hes @ his aunts playin poker and he said he lost 60 dollaz! wh0 does that! lol...
i g0t work 2morrow from 3-10..Dimarya isnt closing with me again...they sceduled her for the mornings all week ..thats gay...id rather work during the day.. But neways im out...
* I Love You Baby Forever *
Tara and Jimmy
always & forever
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jeeze im bored... 2 hours till i have 2 leave and pick up jimmy...blah ;x theres nothing 2 do!!
I`ve been shoppin a lot lately...trying to figure out whut 2 wear for my pictures!! Im gettin them done Monday (26th) i want them to look perfect! LoL. I brought jimmy to work yesterday for 3..then me and amanda went to the mall and i got 2 shirts a white 1 and a blue 1 with white straps under it.. they r cute .and i g0t 5 new thongs hehe. i got the love spell perfume from victoria secret.. i`ve wanted it for SO long it smells so friggen good lol.. hmm...then we went to bed bath and beyond and got jimmy his dvd rack hes been wanting.. then we went home... ate supper and went swimming. Went to get jimmy for 9..
Today we woke up around 10... we layed in my bed for a lil while and cuddled.. :) We wanted something good for lunch because by the time we got outta bed it was 11...and my brother wanted stuff and he was like I have Pennies! lol...which he had like 15 dollaz worth so he had me and amanda go cash in all the change @ price chopper and it came out 2 19 dollaz... Jimmy wanted to get chinese so we did.. after that we went swimmin well i didnt really it was kinda cold i went in the jaccuzzi and watched him swim.. i didnt wanna get my hair wet eaither so . got ready and then brought him 2 work for 3 again. Then went to dots... i was lookin @ clothes and i hear "mm hmm" i was like whos doing that..i turn around and it was gina lol.. it`z kewl seein everyone this summer.. i`ve seen like all my friends cept tasha :( i called her 2 go to the mall with my but she wasnt around. so i talked 2 gina for a lil bit. and i didnt get anything @ dots cuz everything looked weird. So i went to eblens..g0t a pair of black pants..they are so comfortable. Then i went to fashion bugg to see if there was anything good..but there wasnt. So i went home . Me and amanda finished watchin freddy vs jason i made her watch it cuz shes a chicken shit..its not even scary ive seen it a million times lol. all ive been doing 2nite is trying stuff on that i have for pix .. ANd made a new cd finally. Hmmm...thats it..im bored jimmy d0nt get outta work till 11. So i g0t nothing to do till then
I have work 2morrow 4-10... I Lyke work.. ;) lol
* I LOVE U BABY BOY *
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[16 Jul 2004|09:20pm] |
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Hey sup? n2mh... well i havent written since i g0t back from new york its been a while..
I takled to Jeanette.. i found out why she was avoiding me... shes pregnant im gonna be a GODMOTHER!! hehe.. i wanna rip her head off for it but im kinda excited i love babies and as long as its not mine lol.
Works been good... i got my first paycheck 164 dollaz...nice... but im pissed cuz i STILL havent gotten paid for the first week i had to tell them again today! Grrowll!! I opened a account today i put 20 dollaz in! haha.. Yah me and Dimerias or however u spell it have fun @ work we made little pretzels and we wanna have them as free samples haha... today we had to try to sell as much dips as we could megan was gonna give her a 20 dolla gift certificate if she sold 30 in like 4 hours... sweet deal.. i wanna do that!! LoL..
Me and Jimmy went at it last night :( i really hate when we argue..it drives me nuts...cuz he ignores me and i wanna know whats wrong and ignoring things makes me even more mad...so yeah! But im pretty sure we are good now...i`m g0in to get him @ work @ 11 tonight.then sleepin @ his house and going to the beach 2mororw morning with my fam. I hope jimmys stayin over 2morrow after work. I love being with him all the time!! I d0n`t even get sick of him its great. When i g0 to South Carolina im gonna go nuts without hiM!! d0nt worry baby ur gonna be on my mind 24/7!! I cant believe we`re not gonna be 2gether on our 1 year :(
But neways i g0tta get ready to go...
..I'll write when good stuff happens...
* I LOVE U BABEY FOREVER*
11 Months 2morrow!!
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[01 Jul 2004|06:34pm] |
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Hey sup? n2mh... well i went to new york with jimmy from the 25-28... it was fun... at first i was kinda home sick i felt weird being there cuz i never have been b4.. but i got used 2 it..I feel bad cuz i was bitchy toward jimmy some of the time cuz i didnt want him 2 leave my side lol. but yeah... sunday was ashleys graduation so we went to that..then afterwards we went to the mall..it was huge.. then we went and got duffs (hot wings) and went to the hotel and ate and then me jimmy his cousin and his girlfriend and his cuzin went to Niagra Falls... its so nice there ;). Monday we went home... and jimmy slept over ..
Tuesday- i had orientation @ the pike.. it went good i got hired for the next day :) so me and gina both got new jobs its wicked kew.. I work at Auntie Anns Pretzels
Wednesday- I went to work from 11-7 eh ;x long dayyyy!! LoL... But it was pretty kew... i worked on the cash register and i got taught 2 make a pretzel.. at first i was like huh... WUT its hard..lol but i practiced for a lil bit and i kinda got the hang of it ;) lol. Then after work i slept over jimmys house.. we watched old school and ordered some food cuz i was starving. tHats about it.
Today me and jimmy woke up around 9ish... we chilled... had a good day ;) hahaha.we watched Road Trip..funny movie lol. we went to mcdoanlds for lunch..he bought me a fiesta salad mm soo good... i wasnt gettin any burgers or nething i get all that shit free for break @ work..god im gonna get so fat!! lol... We went back 2 his house..ate.. chiled.. i went home at like 5 and brought kayla with me cuz shes going campin wit my sis.. i wish i was going lol... i gotta work friday and saturday tho..i wanna go up there sunday buttt i dont know if i can yet. I wanna go see fireworks somewhere this weekend.. it`z 4th of July weekend!! Jimmyz dad wanted us 2 go 2 the ones in Southbrdige but i duno if we r cuz jimmy said now he doesnt wanna but i dunoo..
Hmm.. i think thats about it... i duno
Soo i'll update this some other time cuz i have 2 go Take a shower and straighten' my hair!! YAY! haha..not
* I LOVE U BABEY *
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Sup n2mh... Summer Vacation has been okay so far.. i havent been bored for once.. yesterday i got ahold of gina and told her bout the job thing with krista... so i picked her up at 1:30.. and we went and got krista..and then went to her work. My car fucking sux tho!! I cant use the air at the same time as im driving!! Unless i dont want my steering wheel 2 work right and theres weird nosies..ugh..so gay! well neways we got there and she got her boss and he gave us applicatins and stuff... and we filled them out and then he told us to come in tuesday at 3.. Sweet Deal ~got the job~ lol... so i gotta tell my work i aint working there much longer. Hmm what else....
I got responces to my jeanette issue :
Xch3rryXpi3X (8:58:14 PM): tara i just read your journal bout jeanette...and lemme tell ya...you dont need that shit!! i know how it feels to be used, trust me and it sounds like you are being used! its not that jeanette is a bad person, she just thinks all the cosmo girls are her best friends (which they all hate her), and someday, she'll come cryin back to ya and you'll be like haha-no...i know how it goes and me n gina are always here for ya! the fight we got in this year just made us realize how close we are to eachother...me n gina were talking about it yesterday...friends like us can rebuild off of the worst of fights, we all know from experience...dont worry about jeanette, you have people here for you that are 20 times more reliable then she is! just thought i'd letcha know
^ which is so true ^
If i think about it...... jeanette actually hasnt helped me with like 1 problem . I never went to her for guy problems becuse she never knew what i was talking bout... eaither that or she cared less.. Gina helped me with that .. we pretty much went thru the same shit. I still havent even talked 2 her... Of course skewls over she doesnt need rides nemore WHY would she call me . It juss pisses me off so bad. and it kinda hurts we have been friends for 8 years.
But neways im out.
Prolly wont update this till i get back from New York.
* I LOVE JIMMY *
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hey sup? n2mh... well i havent really given a good update ina while... saturday i went to work for 9.. i was supposed 2 say till 3..but they let me out at 1 because there were so many people there because fuckin the gay manager amanda hires 2 many people.. well neways then i came back 2 jimmys and we took showers and went to my house..keith and jesse n my bubby and carly were over... we chilled outside and i layed in the sun for a lil while..then we ate and thresa brought over desert it was mad good lol.. he slept over... sunday morning i had work... from 8-1 it went by pretty fast.. i hate doin breakfast tho because the menu is so hard im not used to it yet... and people juss dont care they r so mean. i hate it. after work i went back2 my house.. and crystle and mikeyla and jesse were there and my gramp and bubby and carly and then auntie gloria and paul came over...ton of people..it was mad nice out i layed out and got a lil tan... its takin me forever to tan lately lol. jimmy slept over again and we didnt go to skewl monday we decided not to because grades closed friday and it was a waste of time... and we both passed. so ... we chilled all day monday in the pool and outside... and we washed some of the inside of my car...and then the outside and my dads car.. and i washed the front of my uncles lol cuz it was dirty. hmmm.... last night we played marco polo in the pool with my brother for like 2 hours..along with going in the jaccuzzi a few times.. it was so nice. lol i put jon on my sholders and then jimmy picked up my on his loll it was wicked funny... he slept over again cuz we werent going to skewl tuesday eaitehr because it was only a half day... we woke up @ 10 this morning... and ate breakfast then went in the jaccuzii i wouldnt go in the pool it was too cold.. then we got ready and came 2 his house and im stayin here till he has drivers ed at 7 then going home...
I need to call krista n see whats up for 2morrow.. we were gonna go 2 her work and me and gina are gonna fill out applications because i hate where i work and we both need more hours for the summer.. i need day time hours and where i work now isnt gonna give me any... i only want a few days with daytime...i dont wanna work friggen weekends and shit. And i dont wanna work everyday cuz i want some days 2 go 2 six flags and the beach because its fun... and plus working with krista and joy and all themw ould be awesome even if i dont get in fresh city id still see them..
I dont know whats up with jeanette.... i guess theres things going around about her fuckin chris... the girls and cosmo are sayin it..and she seems 2 tell them everything so it is probally true... but has she said anything 2 me about it... umm no.. course not. Im only her "best friend" but lately i feel like im being used when she needs rides because she never wants to hang out with me ... and she cant say its cuz im always with jimmy because im not.. i have time .. Even when i drive her 2 skewl we dont even talk its friggen gay.. Next year shes gonna be takin the bus if shes gonna be like this all summer.. Eaither that or she can get off her ass and take her driving lessons and get her licnece cuz i aint a taxi driver.. ya kno...? specially when gas costs a lot! But yeah if shes fuckin around with that asshole which has a kid and has been with 100 girls shes full of shit and not worth my time because she promised on our friendship she wouldnt get back with that asshole..but she hangs out with "cool kids now" so shes going downhill..well im not gonna deal with it nemore im done. if she wants to do stupid things let her its her life..
Me Gina Krista Tasha and Malia have 2 go 2 six flags this summer!! Me and Gina were talkina bout it last night .. it will be awesome.. We were like "since our boyfriends hate rides" haha.. I love six flaggs is awesome.. so yah that will be fun!!
But i wrote enuff. im out
* I LOVE MY BABEY *
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